so life eh

been writing this post for hours.

me and melony broke up last night.

not really sure what else to say.

umm.. i spent ages deciding to use ‘me &’ over ‘& I’.

work currently

all i can think of. all that runs through my head. quit quit quit quit. as soon as i turn to this thing that i have been assigned to do. quit. there is no motivation. no desire. i dont really understand it. and have been left alone to work on it. why. it is fair i dont like it so much. that i dont want to do it so badly. does everyone just do stuff they dont like? hell no. that is not me. i refuse. the remaining issue is how to deal with this situation appropriately then. do i press through and get this last thing done then break clean? that is what im assuming is going to be my current action plan. and by assuming i mean that is what im going to do unless confronted with a radical opposing soultion.

something a touch ricey

today marks the first day of rice competition.

feeling currently: nicely. not hungry. maby a little thirsty.

thoughts on rice: not too bad. eager to eat some well cooked. white.

2 meals down.

nut milk, not so good.

lol ok so first attempt rule is being applyed here. the quote milk quote was _not so good_.

but at least we’ve learnt lots. a few lessons are listed here for future refrence:

• get broken nuts or even better, buy powder. That way there is no skins on them and that will greatly influence the color of your milk in a positive way. I can tell you from experience no one wants to drink brown milk. and second, no one wants to drink lumpy milk, see point 4.
• be very careful when adding your choice of sweetener. especially if you chose molasses. add it by taste slowly. do not just chunk in a few table spoons. _do not do that_
• make sure you have all the ingredients, each thing is normally there for a reason. eg: next point.
• follow all the instructions. do not skip a part, at least not on your first attempt and think you will know what it will turn out like. i cook a bit, i guessed, i was wrong. you definatly need to filter the ‘milk’ through a filtering device when it is finished.

im sure there was other things, but at least we have a good starting point for next time.